Tuesday

Happy V-Day.

voice on tape

Jenny Owen Youngs. Let's just all take a minute and appreciate her.



i need to move on

summer hill

it feels nice outside. so nice. i want to trap it in a jar. So I can bring it out when things get shitty. I am officially going to SXSW. I can't wait. There is nothing better than good live music. It helps my soul. My heart. Live music helps me feel whole. I've never had this feeling anywhere else.

and so it goes...

I've decided to start looking for a real job. My dreams just aren't panning out right now. I think this environment isn't good for me right now. I feel like a failure. I hate that feeling. I'm not used to it. I love my folks so much, but things just aren't working...

Anyways who else is loving this MGMT band?? "I'll move to Paris, shoot some heroin and fuck with the stars. You man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars." love it.

I wish it would rain. It would fit my mood. I want to move to Austin and just get on with my life. I feel like I'm standing still here and everyone else is moving in fast motion. I'm going ot get left behind. At least I get to see everyone this weekend. A mini college reunion. It will be fantastic.

Why...

i miss the easiness

Living the dream, living with my parents

So, I've been back home for almost 2 months. Luckily I haven't tried to kill my folks or harm myself or others in any way. I actually get along with my parents pretty well. Life is actually pretty good. The down part is that I live in the country (which I love) but it makes it hard to go out. So I have become slightly agoraphobic. I have very few friends up here anyways. I really really miss my college friends....

ok, frankly I am boring myself. And it is such a beautiful day outside. I think I am going to go bike some.